The letter

For a soul…,

In rainy days,

when you are sitting at your home,

you stare at the drops while hitting the window.

You hear the wind blowing with a desperate cry

that nailing your heart.

You see the stars watching you in their bright sadness

while you try to understand why you are alone.

What was that had the blame for your loneliness.

You try not to forget the good moments of the past.

Old pictures near you, are the living proof of the

happiness that caused you to give freely your smile

which even sun is not brighter or more beautiful.

But now, the things have changed. A moment of weakness

was enough to destroy our world.

I wish I knew the advice that you may have taken

then, in order to tell you that nothing will come

between us, neither situations nor people.

Anyway, I don’t know if you still love me. But I will

be waiting you. I love you so much.

I have forgiven you from that moment.

Now, I am watching you staring at me, laugh and cry.

“My love”, how many times I have thought of hold you again,

of kiss you again, of be with you again.

I pray to God, only to know what you are thinking of.

You were, you are and you will be my eternal love.

I wrote this letter to you because I feel something.

I feel that I will not be here for much longer.

I have this sense months ago.

But, please don’t worry. My spirit will guide you through

your life.

Will guide you even through your most bitter moments.

I am going to give you the courage you need to continue.

I am going to hold your hand at your life steps.

I am going to be your guardian angel.

This is my last writing.

Goodbye! I hope to see you in this world or in the other…

Raph